Tuesday Night Confessions

• I'm really tired of people at work asking me "how much longer" I mean I'm really, really tired of it.
• Yesterday a guy at work said to me "you look like you're about to pop" I wanted to pop him right in the teeth. Instead I just smiled.
  
• I'm nervous about my gestational diabetes test next week. I don't want to have to give up ice cream.

Tuesday Night Confessions

• A really good friend of mine is dating my boss. All thought I am very happy for her, I sometimes wish she wouldn't give me so much information about their relationship. Due to her TMI I often feel awkward and uncomfortable around him. I also wonder sometimes if he would be so nice to me if not for being worried I would tell on him =)
• I ate ice cream today. TWICE!!
• I am suffering from a really bad case of baby brain. We have a birthing class to go to on Saturday. So far this week I have made other plans on two separate occasions for that day. I later had to cancel the plans when I realized this. At least I have a valid excuse.
  
• My neighbors are having some major plumbing work done. I am annoyed by the noise, the mess, and the fact that they are blocking my driveway. I do think it's cute that my son has been outside for the past hour watching them.
  

Tuesday Night Confessions

• When I first was invited to my friends wedding in Winthrop this summer I was so excited. Now that it is a month away I'm having second thoughts about being outdoors, in the scorching Eastern Washington heat, in August, 8 months pregnant. I now am also dreading forgoing free booze to probably be the ONLY sober person there. I wish I had thought of these things 4 months ago when I told her we would go.
  
• We got these really lame t-shirts from work for a promotion we have going on. Everyone hates them and is complaining. Secretly I am happy because my regular work shirt doesn't fit anymore, and my other option white gets dirty too easy. This shirt fits, is red, and is super comfortable!!
• Sometimes when strangers ask me when I am due, I lie. I tell them September instead of October because it seems so much closer. I don't feel bad about this at all because people tend to lose all social skills around pregnant women. I hope that by telling this lie I will get less comments like "is it twins" and "wow you are going to have a BIG baby".
  

Tuesday Night Confessions

• I hate being pregnant. I mean I really, really hate it. I think women who say they love it, have never felt better, or more beautiful are either lying or crazy. I don't like them.
  
• We have a name picked out for the baby, but we aren't telling anyone what it is. I find people are way too willing to offer their opinions on a name for an unborn child.
  
• I told the girls we would be working on some "projects" this summer I made it seem exciting. These "projects" are things like cleaning closets and organizing cupboards. They think it will be fun. I feel kind of guilty about this.
• I gained 10 lbs during the first trimester. I never gained any weight in the first tri with my other pregnancies. I know it is not at all baby related. That 10 lbs is going to be a bitch to lose
• I can't wait for Mckayla to leave. It's been 6 days now. Nothing at all against her. I'm just tired of all of the extra people in the house all the time. I am also irritated that neither my x or his girlfriend ever even asked if it was ok. I thought she would be here one night.
• Sometimes I wish B would stop talking just for a few minutes. I love him to death, but the kid can go on forever like no one else.